Sunday, July 16, 2006

song = my heart

"Every day
Keep making the same mistakes
Once again
I find myself in the same old place
And I'm wandering
Wondering
Where to turn
There's a dead end
Straight ahead
Won't you take me home?

And you said
There's nothing you wouldn't do
And I answered
There's nothing in this world I need you to do
Just hold me
In your arms
I feel so cold
There are dark clouds
Gathering
Won't you take me home?

Oh, won't you take me home?

Got me wandering
Wondering
Where to turn
There are dark clouds
Gathering
Won't you take me home?

Oh please, won't you take me home?

Oh, won't you take me home? "-Aqualung

Friday, July 14, 2006

waiting

Ohhhhhhh I hope i get in! I'm worried I got my hopes up for nothing. I just really want something out of the ordinary next year. oh bananas!!!! Why do the things you want take so long? Perhaps because again, i need to learn patience and be at peace with either responce. Oh, I guess I should mention that this venting blog is about YWAM. I'm still here in Canada, waiting. Longing to be in malaysia and beyond next fall.

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Sunday, July 02, 2006

Thinking of you

I love you so much. I think of you ...wondering what you're doing, where your journey is taking you; wishing I was a part of it. I feel you in the wind, and see you in the smallest things...memories come flooding back when I go where we once were together ... I smile at the thought of you. I wish I could just be with you, sit with you...be close to you. Patiently, I wait for you.