Africa's People

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amazing

God is flippin amazing! omgosh. I'm truly in love with him. He is my everything. Thank you Jesus for your prevision. Thank you for your healing. Thank you for calling me your daughter. I am truly blessed.

Yesturday was easter Sunday, and it was one of the best sunday services I have experienced in a while. Worship was amazing, and God really broke some bondages that were talking place in my life. And to think I almost didn't go. At the end of the service, our whole church had almost an hour and a half of prayer. We prayed for everyone in the church!...They had about 6 sets of two people at the front, and the whole church would walk through these people and they would lay hands on you and pray for you. At first, I didn't go up, I just sat there watching, knowing God wanted me to go up, he had something he wanted to share with me. But I just sat there. My friend Sam came over to me and we talked about her father who just got re-diagnosed with cancer. We talked about the struggles and the hurt, both hers and mine. Finally, Pastor John came over to me and said that he really wanted me to be prayed for so I agreed. Deep down, I wanted to, but I was holding back. So I went up and he prayed for me first with his wife, and then on I went through the groups of people. It was amazing! They prayed for everything from my future, God plan for my life, my relationships, physical healing and bondage breaking. They even felt pulled to pray for my future husband! I didn't tell them anything about what I was going through internally, but God spoke to them and they began praying for exactly what was going on in my life. I just started to cry because I knew, at that moment that God was there. He had his arms around me. He knew everything, and wanted me to know it will all be ok. Now I feel so free. It is the greatest feeling in the world. I love this feeling. I longed for it again. I feel beautiful inside, and out.

Diary of a teenage girl ( wait..i'm 18..when did that happen?)

So ..I finished reading a book today. It has consumed me for the last 2 days. It wasn't amazing or anything. I guess I just saw myself in Caitlin. Caitlin's the main character in the book. Amazing huh, how God can put something as simple as a book in front of your nose, and He reveals to you throught the book how he sees your life as he watches it unfold. Am I really that pathetic God? Wow, sorry bout that. I'm going to try harder. I like Caitlin tho. If she were real, I would love to meet at Starbucks and talk.

what i saw when i looked in the mirror this morning...

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I'll never be lonely
Even if I am alone
For I've a precious Savior
Who'll come take me home.
But while I'm here
His servant I will be
With one foot on Earth
And one in eternity.
And I'll gather His crops
To populate His land
And if I feel weary
I'll cling tighter to his hand.